I will try to change my mind, my way of thinking, and living...
What I am today? = A technical expert inside a cave. Good skill about equipement/gear, and GAS addiction dreaming without money to buy anything = suffering...
What I would like to be? = Just a little more happy life, at this moment I have three ideas for it:
First thing: stop the G.A.S. dreaming, and use what I have.
Second thing: to think, to feel, to live like an artist and try to create/produce something.
Third thing: to think, to feel, to live as business/marketing person to try to find ways to finance my ideas.
I am a technical mind, I do not know if I have skill for these things, but it is time to try...
Get a job (any job!), at least that will give you the money to buy whatever you need, then starts from there.
I reckon i'm in the same boat - this is what I want to do:
Third thing = suffering First & Second things = little more happy life or opposite but seldom all 3 together.:) Just my 2 cents. Goodlack!
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